The rest is still unwritten..

Wow

How things have changed. 

I hop onto old myspace, it is all about one person. And no that is not me..

Im glad that low life fagget is out of my life. He brought me nothing but tears, and now fears into going through something like that again. 

I dispise him, and wish to never see, speak or hear from him again, but of course, he will not let this happen..

I am very relieved to be hearing so many bad things about him as a person and hearing about how his life is not going to his plans. It makes me so happy!

i am glad i have a great group of friends, a loving and supportive family, great boy and of course, myself. I have developed as a person and have learnt many lessons so far, and i am only 18. 

I have learnt not to trust many, even if you do call these your best friends. 

Family will always, without a doubt, be there for you. They had never-ending support when i was going through one of the worst times of my life, getting my heart broken into a million pieces. Of course, it was my choice to break my own heart, as i knew what was best for me. I know for a fact, i deserve alot better and i have moved myself on from where i was. 

I now have an excellant job, am doing an external diploma in interior design, have alway been there for my friends which one day will pay off, and i am set back on my journey of finding love. 

i hate you. Hate- a word i do not ever use!

i cannot believe you, you are the biggest fuck head i have met. all the lies, all the sneekiness. was i too blind to see? or was i just avioding thinkin the truth about you.

I hate you. thats all that is coming to my mind!

9 fucking months and you deciede to ggo play up with some slut?

i hate you

i have been so faithful to you. i am just lost for words. i am just so angry, dissapointed. you really suck you fucking slut. i hate you.,

you have put me through so much shit, this is the way i get repaid? getting lied to? CHEATED ON? oh well thats fucking great way to show appreciation.

you are right, i am way to good for your sorry ass.

you are just unbelievable, remember when i said that as a good thing? funny how feelings can change so fast you asshole!

I HATE YOU and that slut! you surely did lower your fucking standards didnt you!

lately has to be so complicated.

whether it is work.. the boyfriend.. FRIENDS..

there seems to be more and more not going the way it was planned, more and more things being screwed over or being screwed around :(

awh man.

Girls can be so mean!

Trust ; You will learn trust is something that is hard to come by

I have learnt, dont trust anyone but yourself or your family or a close friend you’ve known for years.

Trust is thrown around as much as love. It has lost its full meaning

Who has the ability to effect your emotions the most?

My beautiful Aaron for sure. I hope he never ever uses his ability towards me!

26.01.10 <3

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uhh lets see :)

My next destination, Fiji please :)

Or Egyppt

They say, you will always end up being best friends with your sister :)

I think they are right.

Dont ask me why. But it seems, the nicer person you are, the more you are fucked around.

It is becoming more and more frequent to be let down by those who are closest to you, socially of course. Family will always be there.

Those girls you call your friends. Are they really your friends?

Do they stand by you no matter what?

Do they lie to you?

Do they even talk to you if they are NOT after something off you?

I didnt think so.

They only need you when they want something right? yep, correct.

Heres something i have learnt.

“Each for their own”    -    Everyone gets more selfish and self-centered as they become more, so called ‘popular’, or a better describing word that i like to use, ‘slutty’. these days you need to do whats best for you. Dont take anyones shit. if they hate you for sticking up for your self, being a ‘bitch’, then so be it. They are obviously not worth it, and you will be better off in the long run. (well thats what i am hopeing!)

Girls are proud to be called sluts these days. This i cannot understand.. i guess for some reason they like the attention off the boys, in which they are unaware that they only want sex off them.

I have more of an understanding why now, you find that people out of school only have 3 good friends, when they used to have a whole group of friends at school. There was a big group for one reason - because everyone needed eachother.. now that everyone does there own thing, you find out who are your real friends..

I hate it how some people that treat others right, always get fucked over in the end.

 if they need help; they will go out of their way to help.. If they are fighting with someone else, they will always be there for the other person. && the thanks that these people get off others is the other person making up with the lost friend, and forgetting you even exist.

note to everyone: Do whats right for you. Dont worry about how many friends you have, How many guys think your hot. You need to remain true to yourself, because there are very few who will remain true to you.

THAT IS ALL :)

Things go wrong, so you can learn to appreciate things when they are right..

 Everyone wants to be..